reflections of the self, part one.

when i was younger, i went through a spiritual psychosis and was deeply ungrounded. i honor this past version of myself because it led me to where i am now and i witness that a tremendous amount of other individuals, who are upon their own spiritual journey, have held a similar experience. with spiritual psychosis - sometimes spiritual hierarchy occurs as well. because you feel you are a part of something so sacred and so divine; that you vibrate at a higher consciousness. which is true; but the tree must remember it’s roots. to remember that heaven is here upon earth. that one must be rooted and grounded; and once the illusions have been shattered and reality has been shifted; one must integrate this experience of this differing reality and weave it back into the one that you were born into. does that make sense? sometimes it can be difficult to formulate the words when it comes to spirituality. and this is coming from a weaver of words.

myself and others; we always felt like we didn’t belong in this world. but we do. it’s because we are sensitive; highly sensitive and deeply empathetic. we are gifted and are are psychic. we are born spiritual and we were born into a realm where those in power do their best to disconnect humanity from spirituality. from being authentic and knowing the true self. to feel safe and to be safe, in being the true self.

so when the shift occurs and the spiritual journey (and we can go through more than one spiritual awakening) begins; we feel a sense of belonging. in a way we had never felt before. that hidden yearning that has always lingered in the internal of the self; it feels fulfilled. we remember our soul; we remember our spirit and more than remembrance; we embody it. we embrace it and we become it. and it feels so freeing and so divine. our souls weep in joy!

and we allow ourselves to exist within the higher realms, and we tether the connection to the roots. we forget that humanity suffers and we exit the matrix. because we remembered. i remember! when i was born i forgot, but i was born to remember.

but i was also born to be human. and suddenly, another spiritual journey begins: duality - to be human and spirit/soul.